and so...

not much to say that i haven't already...i wanted to write, but everytime i get close to it always goes away. it's like time is moving slower and im trying to keep my balance as i carefully side-step along the cliff face.

(too much gaming hahaha)

ah well, i'm here and i'm no where else...so here's wat ill handle. haha

man...i wish i could write, ive been completely neglecting it. *scratches head*


im sooo tired.

i just hope everyone is having happy holidays =)


^_^ and..btw, thx everyone for sat. it was rlly fun, it rlly was :D


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Hours Later:

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And despite myself I began to cry. It wasn't necessarily the whole truth of the matter, but the way the snow gently, fluidly, fell from the sky, a mock dance of a child on their decent to the cold earth. It wasn't even the fact that I knew there was no turning back, or that I knew there was nothing I could do - it was the moon that blazed in its white glory, making the snowflakes sparkle on their cold grave.

And even in the midst of it all I watched dumbly as you walked away. The cold bit at my bare fingers but I dared not move to even wave goodbye. As the streetlight swallowed you up into its sick yellow light, only to push you into darkness where not even the moon could follow, I allowed a single tear to freeze against my cheek.

And as I look up at the sky, I am greeted with a mouthfull of silence.


~Neige